Every one keeps asking me, "How do you feel?". Now I don't want to curse myself but other than a few moments of nausea in the morning in the very beginning, I wouldn't even know I was pregnant. I have no idea why but this makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong... all you hear about in books and movie is how awful women feel during the first trimester. I'm not even very sleepy, in fact I wish I could sleep! I am freaking out about our first Dr visit and worried that we won't hear the baby's heart beat. I have had to cut myself off from the Internet/bad pregnancy stories and have been trying everything from not thinking at all, hot baths, calming teas, and even acupuncture. Talk about needing a glass of wine (which for the record smell and taste awful). I hope that this feeling wonderful continues and I know I will calm down once I know that everything is all right. So please stop asking me, "How do you feel?", cause I'm feeling guilty!
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